Sunday, August 31, 2008
What is this? Is this what i think it is.. this little 'bias'ness my father is showing towards my dajie..
Ya ya i know why, i understand why. BUT, i dont want to understand! IM STUBBORN can't i?
You don't like me to play the piano in the morning because she sleeps in the morning.. okay..
but don't you ever notice that when she's awake in the afternoon or evening or night, and we are playing the piano, esp my younger sister, don't you notice that when we play the piano, she will blast her music upstairs??
HOW are we supposed to enjoy playing the piano freely when she's UP THERE, blasting her music away, thinking that whatever we were playing were just nothing but noise and rubbish?
You tell me she has headache.. okay.. so the piano is noise and her LOUD NOISY(to us) music is curing her headache?? i GET A HEADACHE listening to her music. ITS SO LOUD and you say that playing the piano gives her headache??
So what is this? Now i don't even feel the urge to play the piano anymore. Why? Well cos sometimes when i play the piano she will blast her music.. How am i supposed to even hear what i'm playing? and how am i supposed to even enjoy my music i'm playing when somebody doesn't?
It doesn't make the person who is playing the piano happy AT ALL. And recently when my younger sister is playing the piano, practising for her piano exam, she was still blasting her music, partly cos when my sister practices, its quite repetitive, and MAYBE that was giving her a HEADACHE. but cant you be more understanding to know that her piano exam is just in a few days time??
Watching my sister feel so hurt when my dajie is being so rude, i don't even feel like playing the piano anymore. i don't appreciate it anymore. i don't enjoy it anymore.
omg.. i dont want to talk about this anymore... i'm so hurt. its not that i hate my dajie, i love her as a sister, but i just find it so unfair.. i'm afraid to even play the piano now. i'm afraid it'll irritate her. what the hell is this? you should just burn the piano or sell it!
always a twemasekian `11:44:00 am
